MY NEW CAR

Alot of my blogs have been used to vent because I hate complaining to people so I have used this as a positive source to let out my frustrations.. however this Blog will not continue down that path....


I GOT A NEW CAR!!!!!!! Itts my first ever real NEW CAR which i had to fnance and everything. It has no problems a warranty and its all mine!!!!! I got a 2009 Honda Civic which is black and BEAUTIFUL. No more 7 miles per gallon or filling it with oil every other day. i am ECSTATIC!!!!! Nathan is also getting a new car today and we are both on the road to a stable wonderful problem free life :)...... a girl can dream anyway lol.

Reference Paper

I had a great starting on my reference paper, all my sources were found Early, I had my entire paper written for my conference which also went well and even my critiques were coming along. Monday night I went to my office to print out my paper and do a few last minute corrections as well as print my critiques and the worst happened. my computer which has ALWAYS worked for me.. sure its slow sometimes, but always works would not start. It literally went to a blue screen something ive never seen before and i couldn't believe it. I waited for what seemed like hours well two to be exact trying to get it to work and finally i gave up, went home put the little one into a bath, fed her and put her to bed so I could use my rough draft and re type the entire paper and try to remember all corrections i had previously made. I also had 7 critiques and a works cited to re create from scratch so needless to say I was up until 3am and writing through tears partially from sleep deprivation and part from frustration. I was able to finish typing everything and decided to make my corrections further at school today. It all worked out but man was that stressul. I cant ever seem to understand why technology just doesnt work in the most crucial times. I still have no idea what was wrong with my computer but if I go in tomorow and it works perfectly I will absolutely flip out..

the other side of the hill

Thanksgiving break was great... just what i needed. I got to see my family alot both my in home and out. Weve decided to have Nathan and Natalie stay at my house and i think it is the best option. We got to spend alot of time together and our relationship has really gotten better. We just have to manage our stress and work together through problems and make time for eachother and i think well be fine. Our next goal is getting two new cars and getting rid of all debt while saving up.. should be interesting but Im making a plan and hopefully it works.. in a cheerful mood which is good :)

Cannot wait until Thanksgiving. Its one of my favorite Holidays.. I just love food. period. Finally finished my englis, art, and history paper, conquered one major test and have one more on tuesday.... im ALMOST DONE. the end of the semester is approaching quickly, just need to get my act together for all my end of the semester finals and projects. Does anyone else feel like theyre just living life in a circle?

We are finally out of katrinas house... stressful way to get out but it was for the best. I was being used and taken advantage of. I have given up so much and i feel so un appreciated. My life is all over the place and i just want some stability and happiness... cant wait for next semester and a new start.

AHHHHHH!!!!!

Since my last blog my life has been a crazy whirlwind of stress. As of this weekend I am now living with katrina and her family to be there full time and take care of them. She is out of the hospital but still very sick and now both of her young boys have been diagnosed with celiac disease. My boyfriend and his daughter are also there with us and I think this whole thing has seriously damaged our relationship. He wants to spend more time with me but im always busy with work, school, dinner, baths, homework, laundry etc and he doesnt sem to understand our position right now is temporary and weve been fighting alot. i dont feel close to him anymore and I hate it because I really do love him but i find myself getting irriated with every thing he does and says. We havent been out of the house in 3 weeks whcih is also crazy and i havent had a minute of quietness to myself since i dont remember and i miss my own bed and family.. and closet and shower... and my car which nathan has taken full possession of. I paid my car off finally and was going to trade it in but i gave it to him to drive temporaily while i pay katrinas 400 dollar car payment for a hummer that sucks up gas and is a fortune to drive. Im not mad im helping everyone they all need it but i guess im just going a litttle crazy and im not sure what to do. I feel like a bad friend, girlfriend, sister, daughter etc because i havent seen anyone and havent had time to text or return calls and i think im slipping in school need a little strength and hope to get through it all but im runnin on empty

This week a dear friend of the family and a lady i babysit for was rushed to the hospital on Thursday. She recently found she is allergic to wheat and gluten and thursday her body shut down and went in to seizure mode. I have been staying with her 3 boys who are 5, 8, and 15 and its becoming a real wake up call into the world of mom. Shes having a very hard time and so are her boys, they have a very close relationship and its been very diffucult to keep them calm. Theyve been up most nights crying and it seems the more i let them talk to her the more upset they get. I have lots of papers due, homework, 2 jobs and making sure i stay in contact with their school as well as katrina. Been pretty hard and i think she will be there over the weekend. My boyfriend has been a big help and stayed there with me, i couldnt do it without him. Of course with him comes his 3 year old daughter but whats one more right.. lol been chaos but im trying to manage..